Blink

There is a crack in my sister's window. I am sleeping right under it. It's December by the way.

I have lost my well laid out path, friends. I know it's still there, I've just lost it. I am in no great rush to find it again though (or that's what I am telling myself so I won't stress out).

Truthfully, I would like people to be proud of me. I would like them to think nice things, but it's really not about me. I am too disgustingly selfish. I need to snap out of this funk.

This may have been the craziest year of my life. That may be why I am so confused. Terrible and wonderful things happened. It's still proving to be crazy, I guess it likes how silly its' been. I hope this year is proud of itself because I sure still don't know what to think. I hope next year straightens up and it should be warned that I am expecting it to be a little more mature than its' predecessor.

Goodnight.

I hope I do not wake up with icicle hands and blue toes.

Absurd

Whoa

I should probably get rid of this blog, huh?

I mean, it was mainly created so I could be angsty about my University life, and I am through with it now.

It feels so weird.

Like really.

This is the first time in my life that I do not have some sort of school. I would like to say that I love it, I mean, I spent enough time complaining about it, but I just dunno how to feel.

What will I do?! Find a big kid job?? Who would hire me? Yeah, I don't know either.

Starting a new chapter y'all. Actually I feel like I am starting a new book....like my life is a series of books and I just finished up with that weird 2nd novel that I didn't know quite what to think about. The 3rd we all hope will be more interesting and exciting, but one never knows.

We'll see.