Garlic and Cheese

I am laying (lying?) in my bed. It is full of crumbs.

I just went to a midnight movie in Starkville.

I might just be a very jealous person.

I am getting up in the morning to go make Chai tea pancakes with one or two of my most dearestest friends. This means that I should currently be sleeping. But see, something is bothering me.

I am a mean person. I can be blunt when I want to be. I can be manipulative when I want to be. I have many different tactics that use when I want someone to know that I am being mean. However, on the other hand...I am a generally nice person. I don't run around calling people names and hoping that something terrible happens to them. See, if you are my friend...I can honestly say that if you call or text me..and you really need something, I will most likely try and make that happen. Is this the case for my friends towards me? I found out tonight, that no, for two poor boys...it is not. I just didn't want to be stuck in that "3rd wheel" situation yet again. I really don't mind it most days, but with new couples I do. It isn't so fun. They know it, I know it. The whole thing is awkward. Needless to say that after much begging I was told by these two boys that they love hanging out with me, but not at midnight when they need to work in the next morning. I would have done it for them, but they won't for me. What an unfair world I live in.